DECEMBER 5, 2013
Obviously, there's a problem with saying things on Facebook. "You are so insensitive. Why don't you think before you act for once?" Ah, the age old judgment. Let's talk about intentions.
There's times like today when I'm AWARE of the world and it's made me quite upset. Upset enough to want to send a message out there in hopes of providing a public service. Unfortunately, not everyone will appreciate it. Forget the fact that I may have been in a similar situation in my past. Forget relativity, we're all supposed to be unique and completely different from one another, right?
Fuck sympathy because no one really understands. Is that it? That's how we're supposed to see the world?
Well damn, I'm more fucked up than I thought. Excuse me for wanting people to stop hurting each other. Excuse me for wishing such issues didn't exist, because then so many people won't be dead today. Excuse me for trying to send a message that you're not alone. As miserable as you might feel, imagine how I feel.
I'm disconnected from my family - by choice or not, I don't know anymore. I'm mostly in solitude because let's face it, no one understands me. No one wants to tolerate such a weird individual. Who wants to be around someone not considered normal, possibly even sick? Yeah, that's what I thought.
So, no, you're not the only one. And if you've never been in such a situation, who gave you the right to judge? Who gave you the fucking right to think you can open your mouth and preach to me? You're so noble, everyone is beneath you? No thanks. I'd rather be alone than be in your "mighty" presence.
And people wonder why I prefer to live in a bubble and choose ignorance?
Life is too short to spend it having to tolerate such vile human beings. Take your poison somewhere else because I'm not buying.