Life: A Little Update

8:24:00 PM Arianne 3 Comments

Hi everyone!

It's been a difficult 10 days, and before you ask, it's not about Zayn leaving One Direction, haha. It's my anxiety. It's been constant and it's been such a nuisance this past 10 days. The only break I had was the weekend when I had kept myself occupied.

On Saturday night, I edited my video for Sunday. After I'd finished it, I realized I really didn't like the way that it came out, and that I didn't want to upload content that I wasn't happy with. I was out for most of Saturday so I was considerably tired. I had no energy or motivation to even write a blog post. To be clear, I became anxious again as soon as I came home and received a text message. It wasn't a big deal, but the message made me anxious nonetheless.

Honestly, reading back what I wrote so far doesn't look so good either. I can't even form a coherent thought. I have been approved to take some time off from work and I'm thankful for that.

I feel bad that I'm not posting like usual. I feel bad that I'm letting myself down. Blogging and filming YouTube videos are the things that actually make me happy, and here I am wondering if I should take a break. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. I would still leave comments on the blogs that I follow, but as far as creating content? I just don't have energy at the moment. Maybe after I post this, I'll be renewed and energized again. Maybe, or maybe not. I don't really know.

I will be meeting with my therapist this week and I hope that he can help me figure things out and give suggestions on what to do. Until then, I will be on hiatus.

Thanks for reading.

"It's so much harder to pick yourself up than to fall apart."



  1. Feel better! We all have those down periods but we would be able to enjoy the happy times as much without them! Your blog layout is awesome though and I love your posts so I followed with GFC. Hope you will do the same <3

    Chic Dream Jar

  2. Don't worry about needing a break love, if you need to take time off work there's nothing wrong with taking time off blogging too :) lots of love to you xo

    1. thank you! I'm glad to be back now and I have so many things planned, not only for this blog, but for my romance blog as well. now I just need ideas for YouTube :)